Friday, December 14, 2012
nothing compares to what is to come
Today I've been thinking about my life and my life story so far and currently. All I can say is I don't deserve any of it. I can't even believe it's real. To me it's just too much. Too good. Too blessed. Too beautiful.
All that I've gotten to do and get to do each day has been so much. Every day is packed and special in it's own way, even if some were and are painful. All are special in different ways between me and God.
The people I've had or have in my life. Now that I just can't get over. I just can't get over how me, I, ever deserved any of it.
Any of this. ...
And I can't even imagine what's to come.
I am more undeserving and blessed than I can comprehend by how much God cares about me and how much He saves and helps me in every single thing and way.
The biggest blessing I have in this life and biggest thing that takes away all reason to fear or complain is His grace. And the promise of what is to come: Heaven.
Thinking about all this, all I can pray is that I do a better job at giving Him thanks and loving.
I am too blessed by God's love, grace, and Him being here. By what I have had, have, and by the anticipation of the unknown goodness yet to come.
How can I ever thank God for His love?